(It's a emo post lah, dont read also nevermind.)
I'm worried.
Everytime i think of tmr,
my thoughts of that current situation's thinking vanish,
& start to worry about tmr.
Examinations are not that scary usually.
I dont feel like this in the Mid-years, or any other Major
examininations. Including PSLE.
I'm worried.
Worried for Math, History, Geography & Science.
Practically everything. Its not that i've been dozing off in class.
Or whatever teacher taught me is Japanese,
but, im just worried.
Probably is because its my EOY. Streaming year?
It affects my future, my life.
I may end up doing things i dont want to do.
Probably its my father?
I hate to say it, but i think he is too demanding.
I know, he is very nice. & i dont seem to have any problems with him.
But he gets angry when i fail to do something,
& forgets on what i did well.
I got first in class for CA. A jump from 13th postition to 1st.
He is not satisfied. He told me he would crash my computer literally.
He told me he would pur water onto my computer.
He told me he wouldn;t care about my studies anymore,
he told me he didn;t mind me staying in Normal.
In that case, i would be much happier to stay in this stream.
What for jump over to express, when you will struggle in O Levels.
Im not shooting him or whatever.
Im not blaming anybody.
Haih, i just need somewhere to write this things down.
(It's a emo post lah, dont read also nevermind.)
