(my poker face)

Ughhhhh, im becoming a poker face man.
Many things i didn't like, many things i didn't prefer,
i chose to hide it, so that i will not face rejection from family or friends.


Today, was really angry with my dad.
I guess i have to secretly blog it out & vent all my anger here
then to argue with him.


I told him already that i didn't take A Math upteen times.
but he some sort pretend not to hear.
Today when he was driving to Lot 1,
he asked if i wanted to continue my Math tuition.
"Do you want to continue your Math tuition with Alfred?
but first, i need to know if you're taking A Math."


I was like, "Im not, im taking POA."
He then got upset & said things like "you didn't try at all!"
Then he say stuff like,
"Hrh, continue your stupid 3 more years doing nothing lah.
Also suit your lifestyle, play more of your ... whats that, MSN lah."


I choose not to argue with him. Although v tempted to.


Like Pastor Prince always say,
"Honour your parents & you will lead a long & blessed life."

I belief in that. It is taken from the bible anyway..
Its just that, why isn't my dad not appreciative?
He told my sister when we're at Watson.
"I just dont get it. *close eyes* why cant you & your brother just *eyes open* CANNOT STUDY.
*roll eyes*."


Like, huh? We tried our best.
Why dont he just be appreciative & thank God that his son managed
to achieve a first in class, eleventh in level!
Why not be happy of what God gave us, then
to brood over what we dont!


._.
He is not living in the generations im living in.
Or the generations we're living in, for most of you.

But i understand its for our own good.
Every parent wants its best for their children.
Every parent loves their children.
Its just they dont know how to demostrate it.

Hrh, there he comes from the living room. Can hear him walk. Bye internet.