Oh gosh gosh.

I looked through my videos in Youtube, (click here to see them)
& i realise the QUALITY IS SOOOOO BAD.
Had this urge to delete EVERYTHING.
Oh gosh.

I watch every other singing videos in Youtube& its so nice :(
Even Joie's video resolution is so good.
Ahhh.
I was looking at my Church friend's dancing channel, Jay Hesselink's channel,
& HIS VIDS ARE SO COOL! Im into looking at people dance.
Too bad i cant dance cause im too fat, aiyah.

I appreciate & thank God that he gave me such a awesome talent, singing.
But why cant i dance :(
Haiyah.

Ugh, anybody wanna teach me? Hahah, i think im too shy to even learn.
But it wont harm learning right? :)
hmm, but it looks funny...
'Fat boy dancing'.
Actually, its not funny.
Its special! It will make history y'know.


ANYWAYS, i want to get a new camera.
a SONY CYBER SHOT CAMERA.
& im dying to know what Jay Hesselink used to edit his videos.
Ah, he is not replying my sms.
Okay, he replied the first two, i guess he is asleep now.

*grumpy grumpy.*

I wanna express myself clearer,
I wanna bring my abilities to a higher level.
Im yet to seek what God have given me,
I hope its not too late to realise it.

12:12 AM