Oh man, im so busy i forgotten about this silly blog.
That above is my favourite picture of me now!
I really looked like how i looked in Primary 6.
Argh, silly comment.
I'm very very busy this days man.
Plus facing lots of stress recently.
Eugene placed me as head of the upcoming event,
I was pretty positive about it, i've got the ideas etc.
In that high position, i also get to choose the other people i am working with.
I chose the people i think is best for the job :)
(Check out my committee, they really kick some asses in their work man!)
We get along, planned the whole thing out.
Everything went well, till i got to know that
informing the people the details or even to get their confirmation
is darn hard. I mean, i expected so much more easier.
As in, we are after Student Leaders, are we?
Shouldn't the way we operate be fast, efficient etc?
Not gonna point of names, but one of the leaders actually did this.
(Long Stories, but read it!)
Syahmi is in charge of informing the Sec 1s tgt with Shafieq i guess.
When we met up to discuss about stuff one day,
he brought up the problems he faced. & it sounds so much
more challenging then the one im taking in charge of - Sec 3s.
I dont face that much of a problem with the Sec 3s!
Be honoured Sec 3s!
His list of people's contacts are all jumbled up, idk why.
For example, if you call Josah, it will be Nelly on the phone.
Yah so he called this one person he said,
"Hi *Karainy*, this is Syahmi from the Hgv School Councillor Board. May
i ask if this is your number? (********). Yah so...."
& the person was so defensive, & said
"This is my number, but im not *Karainy*. For that, im not gonna continue this conversation & not reveiling any of my infos. Bye"
OMG?! Didn't he said he is from the Hillgrove School Council?!
*names have been changed
Another problem is, he called this person, countless times,
but to no avail. So when we met, i called the person.
HE FREAKING HUNG UP ON ME.
Seconds after he hung up, he sent a msg to the phone saying,
"zzz lazy to answer the phone. What you want tell me, tell me here."
I was SHOCKED. Insulted. Is this where the leadership board of the school is heading?
I replied nicely. In a way i still gave him a dressing down, but in a super nice tone.
Even gave him a smiley face at the end.
:)
I think as leaders, we're suppose to be set apart.
What that leader did by sending such a msg is ... unacceptable.
Leading is more then helping your teachers do stuff etc.
In my opinion, Leading is serving.
Lead not because you need to, but because you want to.
Which means take initiative to do stuff.
Answering the phone is an initiative act, you know?
I really look to God in this upcoming event.
For in Him, everything is possible, amen.
I ask for patience & wisdom. God help me...
I'm sorry if anyone of you read this, & feel offended, but this is really how i feel.
Sec 1 09' student leaders, i really hope your attitude will change for the better guys.
Well, not all of them. Some of you. As leaders, we're like a magazine cover.
We represent what the highlights of the school.
Lead with pride alright?
those of you who dont know a thing i just said, sorry.
This is more for the leaders of Hgv.
Sorry too, to the Hgv leaders.
I really feel like crying a river out, literally.
*very stressed, frowned*
