Hi guys, sorry for not blogging lately.
I hope this covers it up!

Im gonna blog about things that bothers me.
Like rly bother, not like, "omg ew, the guy next to me digs his ear & flicks it at my pencil case, that bothers me."
what bothers me is like, a needle being pierced into your brains,
& you literally felt that excruciating, unbearble pain!
ITS MIND NUMBING!

Okay so here goes.

1) What if the world ends at 2012?

Actually, if it end, so what right.
God has promised me that i will go to Heaven :)
& i will not perish! SO, why worry?
BUT what bothers me is...
What i the world rly ends, & the Christians didn't die.
& there were only Christians left.

Is there gonna be chocolate?
Is there gonna be Auntie Annie's?
Ugh, if everybody that makes those goodies are NOT christians,
& DIE, what am i gonna pamper myself with in between lunch & dinner!
*sobs*

2) Do i really look awful?

I went to service today, & there's a part where the speaker,
Teacher Charmaine, said, "Looks isn't important. Man looks at the human's look,
but God looks at the heart." Its in Samuel's.
I am aware of that. But you have to admit, it is really hard to
rly, ignore the criticism, the insults. I get it all the time.

Even my parents, they say i am going too fat.
Even my parents, :(
& they want me to go for this operation where they uses
a band, to tie your intestines. Literally tie.
That will make you feel less hungry.
& you will be full even by eating very little.
Urgh, that REALLY bugs me. They really insist me going.

I somehow believed that they are really calling me fat.
But Jesus says i'm beautiful.
I will believe :(

3) What if i did live up to the expectations of teachers?

I am a student councillor.
& every step i take, every move i make,
people are watching me. People are judging me.
If somehow i dont live up to what i am suppose to,
things will spread & eventually, Ms Chew will know.

I prayed and prayed to God, to give me wisdom,
so make the right choices everytime. So far, i dont think i got any
negative comments. But i still have 3 years, God knows what will happen.
So i pray that God really guide me in this years & make me grow,
not on the outside, but on the inside. To be the leader I am ordained to be.

I believe God has already put the annoiting & blessings on me.
I am very grateful of that.
& I believe that i will continue to grow.
:(

4) I dont want Christina Aguilera to be fat.

Dont worry, she is not.
She is still as hot as ever!
look at this awesome photo of her a few days
ago, in her movie set!



Hhahahaha chio right!
Im more in American girls then the hottest trend - Koreans.
To think that in the 80's, China was hottest, makes me *no offence* puke.
I guess most of the China ppl i met is fierce & horrible chinese teachers,
runts. Thats why i have such negative thinking of China women.
Hahahah, but CHRISTINA!
If she grows fat, it would be sooooo saddening!

There's this great singer, Aretha Franklin,
she use to be slim, now she is a very big women!
:( this bugs me ... Christina, stay fit!

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