My Mid-Years are abominable.
Subjects I never even thought about the possibility of failing, failed.
I must say, among all the other examinations I sat for in my lifetime,
this must be the most life-changing one. The adverse way.
Most of my subjects, I scored B's, & C's.
Principles of Accounts, 65.5.
Math, 67.
Chinese, 50. Ironically, I passed.
Science (total), 67.
Social Studies, not yet revealed, anxiety filled my heart with fear now.
How about English & Geog?
English Paper 2: 37/ 80
Geography: 10/50
What am I gonna do about it...
What are you going to do about Dominic!
I'm mad, & dissappointed with myself. Really dissappointed, ):
I would cry, but I would like to still portray that look that
everybody sees me everyday, the cheerful & blissful kid.
I scream & cry inside my heart everytime people compare their results with mine.
I know that God is my strength, & God will help me.
But sometimes I really wonder, where is he exactly.
But whatever. "Stand in faith Dominic." I would whisper quietly to myself.
I have no clue, on where went wrong in my English Paper 2.
My vocabulary, my grammer. It was making perfect sense, well at least most of it.
I am puzzled, really I am! English was my tenacious subject.
I never failed it, ever. This is rather horrific, monterous.
But still, I dont think it's English Paper 2 that defines your Command in English.
I think the paper that really explores & expose your ability in English is
the Oral examinations & the Composition writing.
Only then, you could express your sentence structures, your vocab skills,
your bombastic big words, your nonsensical idioms. Cause you
will be using just plain English. Stripped of all the examiner's word.
You'll be using words that you really know & understand. You'll form sentences
& slowly create a whole world of your story.
You're not filling in words in a passage or answering some questions in Comprehension
that the answer, is CLEARLY shown in the text given!
But still, despite my strong believe in this which-paper-shows-your-eng-skills-better thingy,
i'm still a little worried & axious of the paper.
My entire faith, & hope was drained down the drain, along with a few tears.
Still flooded with astonishment & puzzlement in my Sea of thoughts.
): Hope things go well for Social Studies tmr...
